Song 2: Is It Really You?

Author: Ghostpipe

I wrote this one about 6 months back, while in a state of utter pensiveness after my fishing trip in August 2007. As usual, my lyrics don't make much sense if you just read it off the shelf like a novel or a menu (sometimes I do wish I could write like Chris Daughtry). This song tells about how one should be who they think they ought to and could be, and not to just confine themselves to being who they are at this very moment of their existence. It describes how one is truly free in one's mind, to be whoever one thinks one could be, and by believing so one could actually accomplish what one wants to become.

I had a very tumultuous time in the last couple of years trying to figure out what the flying fairies I really wanted to be. Well I think I'm getting closer to finding the answer, the haze is getting clearer but no so just yet, so I guess I just need to dig a bit deeper into myself. And writing songs is I find the only way for me to dig deeper, safely and surely. Here it is:

In the centre, a human line

Darkness seized the better of my mind

Feeling empty, nothing left behind

Voices came with words I can’t define


Ghostly silence, they move away

Lonely is the one who’s gone astray

Light in water, death is out to play

Caught the sight of life that made me stay


(And) I need, to get back on my feet again

(And) I need, to get back on my feet again


I….I never realized, that you could be the one

To lift me out of despair

I… I searched myself inside, to find the one that I’ve

Been looking for all this time


Final hours, I breathe the sea

Waiting for salvation from the free

Give me your love, give me energy

Is it really you I’m gonna be


(And) I need, to get back on my feet again

(And) I need, to get back on my feet again


I….I never realized, that you could be the one

To lift me out of despair

I… I searched myself inside, to find the one that I’ve

Been looking for all this time


Aaaahh….Is it really you….

Aaaahh….Is it really you….


I….I never realized, that you could be the one

To lift me out of despair

I… I searched myself inside, to find the one that I’ve

Been looking for all this time


I….I never realized, that you could be the one

To lift me out of despair

I… I searched myself inside, to find the one that I’ve

Been looking for all this time

This is what i would describe as effortless fretboard surfing!
I wished I could slide like this. Maybe I could, if I practised more often.



Awesome stuff. Jazz just hits it right where it should.

I wrote this song way, way back in end of 1995 while still in London trying to survive my final year in Imperial. I remembered working halfway through the chorus and thought, what the fuck am I writing a love song for when I'm not in love with this person anymore? So I turned everything around and changed the lyrics so that it seemed I never regretted that it ever ended. Even though I did. What a sad git I was. Oh well, such is the plight of the artist talking of unrequited love. And all poets share the same sentiment I would like to believe. Enough crock, here are the lyrics as of 2005, written by yours truly and performed exclusively by Kickspace:

When you went your own way there were tears left inside
As I remembered saying "You know how I tried"
To be the only one, who could live beneath the sun
Close where to all your sorrows reside

The voice you left me with didn;t lie or defy
My fingers were too deep in my head to deny
That you were made like this, a temporary bliss
A final kiss before a goodbye

Counting all the times we're together
And old story's frown, frown, frown
Didn't think I'll last forever
Everything's on the ground

But I had you
To hold and touch me
To tell me all of the sad winter stories in your mind
And I had you
To cry and feel for
To tell me all of the high happy dreams you kept inside
I had you, I had you...baby

We stood beside a wall waiting for the right time
To tell each other we can't go on being blind
The streets are going bleak
The answers we both seek
Still asking if this is the wrong crime

Counting all the times we're together
And old story's frown, frown, frown
Didn't think I'll last forever
Everything's on the ground

But I had you
To hold and touch me
To tell me all of the sad winter stories in your mind
And I had you
To cry and feel for
To tell me all of the high happy dreams you kept inside
I had you, I had you...baby

Something like that.
Well folks, that about wraps up this edition of creative-sharing session. My band and I are hoping to re-record this song since the last one we did had not done justice to the rather tenderamatic presentation of the entire song.

Tune in next time for more creativity-in-a-pot session with yours truly.

In the meantime, rock on!

It's been centuries since I last updated this joint.

Obviously I've got something very important to say today after months of silence, so listen up:

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